I...

I...the reason you were happy but also unhappy,

I...the reason you had a future but also the reason for your shitty present/past,

I...the reason it ended but with me over, the pain should go away,

I...your wasted 3 years.

I hope the pain stops after i'm gone.

I wish you all the best, health and happiness. The most important things in the world.

I hope if i'll suffer more, you'll suffer less.

I'm sorry it ended, i'm happy it existed.